[Audio]Book Review: Acid Jazz Singer (Hunger Hurts Book 1) by Nya Rawlyns

 
 
Travis, a half-supernatural demon hunter, and RayLee, a vampire, are making a life for themselves in New Jersey under the protection of the local vampire. Travis promised his best friend he'd protect her from her maker, but when a demon and a vampire assassin show up, things get complicated, and that's not even including the changing feelings and relationship between Travis and RayLee.

Book Review: Acid Jazz Singer (Hunger Hurts Book 1) by Nya Rawlyns
Title: Acid Jazz Singer
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Book Number: Book 1
Pages: 196
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Review:

Hoo boy.

I don’t know how to explain my feelings about this book. I wanted to love it, but I couldn’t get past how problematic it was? I wanted to hate it, but I couldn’t help but like certain things about it?

The short summary is: I felt this book was very problematic in its representation and treatment of trans people.

I bought this audiobook because I saw it was narrated by my favorite narrator and because I vaguely skimmed the description and saw something about shape-shifting and someone who was both male and female and vampires, which sounded just like my kind of book. Even if it wasn’t about shape-shifting genderfluid vampires (that sounds like an amazing book, someone please write that), anything with the supernatural and good LGBT+ rep narrated by Michael Ferraiuolo would have been a win.

If only I had fully read the description or some reviews…

Warning: Some of the things in this review could be upsetting to trans people.

Let me start by telling you what this book is about. The main character is half-human/half-supernatural. He kills demons, and at this point, his whole life revolves around protecting the woman he is falling in love with from her maker who is out to get her. And this woman happens to be a trans woman, turned into a vampire before she could get bottom surgery.

In case that premise isn’t already problematic enough, here’s more:

– The book description refers to RayLee as “the trans” (yes, a noun) or “the trannie,” depending on which version you read, and also calls her “a travesty” because of her body. She was also described as having a “freak show mind and body.”

– Travis said he was “becoming a f*g” at one point, although I’m not sure if that was because he had sex with a trans woman or because he almost had sex with a man earlier. But, at another point, I think he said something about questioning his sexuality because of his feelings for RayLee. It doesn’t change your sexual orientation to be attracted to a trans person. A trans woman is a woman, etc.

– It seemed like Travis thought of Ray and RayLee as separate people. At one point he said something like, “RayLee was jealous; Ray was curious.” Even RayLee herself seemed to act like separate people sometimes. The name and pronouns used were also constantly changing (she/her and he/him, RayLee and Ray). Trans men and women aren’t putting on personas. They don’t have multiple personalities, one for each gender. They don’t have multiple genders, period (unless they’re trans AND genderfluid/bigender/etc.).

What took my anger to a whole other level was that Ray and RayLee were trapped in a body that was neither one nor the other. Ray went from becoming a woman to being suspended between two states of being, susceptible to the emotional swings and testosterone-fueled needs of both sexes. If anything, being vampire had exaggerated that freakish mismatch in his personality.

– Because we never got RayLee’s POV, and because she hardly got any page time at all, this read kinda like a “woe is me, I’m a straight guy in love with a trans woman who has a penis” story. I say “kinda” because, although Travis had a bit of unnecessary confusion over his sexuality, he didn’t actually seem to care that RayLee was trans and didn’t have bottom surgery. At least, not anymore, though maybe he did at one point. His feelings and inner turmoil were confusing. But my point is, everything about RayLee was filtered through Travis’s POV and essentially about how it impacted him. Attraction can be a complex, confusing thing, but “poor straight guy” is not a good look when the story revolves around a trans character dealing with dysphoria and getting no POV page time.

– There was so much focus on the fact that RayLee had a penis, and how that made her not-quite-a-woman. Plenty of trans people don’t get surgery. Even in the past when there was no surgery available, trans people existed. It can certainly cause dysphoria for trans people, but its hurtful to not treat trans characters (and people) as the gender they are just because of their body.

– The author has this book listed under her “M/M Collection” on its Amazon page.

I’m not trying to speak for trans people or police their experiences. (If I have overstepped or said anything hurtful/incorrect, please do correct me.) Gender can be confusing, there are probably trans people who use multiple pronouns, who still use their deadname, etc. I’m not a trans man or woman, but I’ve got my own gender stuff going on, so I get it that gender is not a one-size-fits-all experience. I’m also not trying to police what kinds of stories authors can write. But these are all things that need to be handled with care if they’re going to be in a story, and this wasn’t it.

Even if the fact that this was written in 2011 were an excuse for any of this, this wasn’t published in audio until late 2017. Before recording audio would’ve been the perfect time to update the book. The way I see it, if you can remove the harmful things without it really impacting the story, then that probably means you should. Had this been about a trans woman who was actually treated as a woman by the author, or about a genderfluid/nonbinary/genderqueer character, it could’ve been great.

I had some non-problematic issues too. The book was confusing. I was so lost about so many things—the plot, the politics, the relationships. Plus, it ended on a rather unhappy note with a lot unresolved, and I read that the author isn’t planning to continue the series.

But never let it be said that I’m not honest or fair. The writing was great, and the POV character had a really strong, well-written voice. The audio narration was great. There was some emotion. There was a plot about vampires and demons. But all those things only made it all the more disappointing that the book had the issues it had.

I never tell people not to read a book, but, if you are going to read this, please, PLEASE do so with the understanding that you should only use whatever pronouns and names people ask you to, trans is an adjective (not a noun), trans women are women, trans men are men, and genitals do not determine a person’s gender.

 
 
Book Blurb

Her name was RayLee. They called her the Acid Jazz Singer, her sultry voice mesmerizing human and demon alike. She’d been running for three years from her maker and only Travis McKenzie stood between her and the darkness that had become her life.

Travis hunted the hit squads of demons and paid lip service to the Sheriff of the city. The half-blood had gifts, of the magic, shifting kind—and something more. It made him a stone cold killer and the only thing that mattered in his life was safeguarding the woman he was falling in love with.

Vladimira was the oldest of her kind, an enforcer—a gun for hire to the highest bidder. Vamp, human, demon. It didn’t matter. It was all about the job … until the stakes changed and she found a reason to care.

The singer and the protector had a history. But that history changed when a southern bigot vamp turned Travis’ friend into a travesty—neither man, nor woman … but both. Travis fell hard for the trans known as RayLee. He was having a harder time dealing with his best friend, Ray.

Then the game changes, and Travis and Ray have to rely on an assassin with a secret agenda and uncertain loyalties.

When the demon comes to claim Ray, Travis must walk through the bowels of hell to save the only being on earth he cares about.

The problem is … who is going to save Travis from himself?

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    1. Kristen Burns

      Thanks :-) And yeah, idk. I feel like even an hour of research, reading someone’s blog on their experiences being trans, etc. could’ve avoided so many of these problems.

  1. Roberta R.

    This must have been such a difficult review to write, and you handled it like a champ.

    There’s this thing that rubbed me the wrong way in the quote you provided above…beside the obvious, that is:
    “Ray went from becoming a woman to being suspended between two states of being, susceptible to the emotional swings and testosterone-fueled needs of both sexes.”
    So we’re back to blaming hormones for women’s and men’s behaviour? 🙄

    1. Kristen Burns

      There are many things wrong with that quote, and yep, that’s one of them. There were more small things that bothered me in the book too, but I had to focus on the main ones because my review was already so long. Thanks, I was kinda nervous about posting this, glad to know people think it’s a fair review.

  2. Greg

    Lots of issues here, sounds like. I can imagine this was a tough review to write, maybe, but you handled it well and very fairly, seems to me. And can I just say- on a light note- that “shape-shifting genderfluid vampires (that sounds like an amazing book, someone please write that)”- I mean, right??? :)